I Am Goth

I am not one for labels, but if you asked me to describe myself in one word, that word would be Goth.

I was having a conversation with some people and the lack of understanding they showed pushed me to write this post to shed some light….


First, the untruths.

Being Goth has nothing to do with the clothes you wear. Because I am Goth it does not mean my thoughts are evil . It does not mean that I am always angry. Nor does it mean that I always look for pain. These and so much more are all stereotypes, misconceptions and assumptions perpetuated by those who only choose to see the side of things they think is appropriate.


What is Goth?

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A Day In The Life of a Coder

It’s my birthday today. Happy Birthday to me, I guess.

Those of ‘blessed’ with a January birth

My birthday post is going to be different. I’m going to take you  through some of what I go through everyday as a Coder or Computer Programmer.

First a brief history :

The Matrix

Why do I love codes and scripts so much? Two words: The Matrix. Yes my interest was ignited the day I saw that movie and increased even more after watching The Italian Job. Just seeing what you can do with a computer. How much distress you can create with a keyboard, I knew automatically what I wanted to do…


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The World of PC

No I do not mean Personal Computer. I’m talking about that slippery slope aptly dubbed Political Correctness.

Describes language, policies, or measures that are intended to avoid offense or disadvantage to members of particular groups in society.

This is not what PC is today…


In this new world we live in, you have to be careful about everything you say lest you ‘offend’ someone. Well today, I don’t care, let’s go down this slope… (fair warning, if the truth is too much for you, I advise you stop now)

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I Take Pride In My Work

“If you do what you love, you’ll never work a day in your life.”

I came across these words, can’t seem to remember where, I think it was Confucius, I may be wrong…… but ever since then, they’ve been part of why I always make sure that whatever I do is solely and completely my choice.

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A New Year Begins

I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone of you a very Happy and Prosperous New Year.

My love and I had planned something special for New Years Eve, but those plans fell through….

Despite that, we still had a magnificent time together. Any time I get to spend with her regardless what we’re doing, is something I cherish so much.

Now we tackle this new year as as a Force…. Strong As One

We come from two different worlds, but somehow we found each other and I can’t even begin to imagine being with anyone else…..

I would like to share something she wrote:

It feels so good to wake up to a text from your significant other… So far I think our childishness as people have put it is keeping us alive…We are never bored of each other… We are not afraid to be weird with each other, quirky or our real selves… We are not focused so much on impressing each other that we neglect our relationship which is what most couples do… We are encouraging of each other and we don’t judge each other… So far we are amazing and am proud of how far we have come… I am even gloating… But it hasn’t been smooth sailing through out… We had cracks on our boat, most people just glue it and keep sailing… We stopped, took the boat apart and built again from scratch and we are again sailing… Don’t be afraid of confrontation, sometimes the thing you think is unforgivable just might be forgivable… Be honest with your partner, don’t always feel you will be rejected… Think what if am accepted with all my luggage cause that can happen too…

I love you honey. Je promets de garder l’amour et la confiance que tu m’as donnés